Honestly, I am not sure were to start this blog. There has been a lot going on that I am trying to deal with, but I have not dealt with it well. It's been rough lately. It feels like life has knocked me down and I have not found a way yo get back up without that big beast pushing me back over. I feel like my marriage is on a backwards slide, my job has not been good since my old manager left, and I can't seem to stay focused in school. So, things are not to fun at the moment. I've tried to put a positive spin on life, but it's been hard. I returned to this blog to hopefully give me a outlet for the pent up feelings.
As I seat here and type its about Midnight. I just finished a test for a class that ended over a week ago. I did not study for it or prepare for the test in anyway. I am lucky it was open book ,but as we all know open book test can be frustrating, since the professor tries to ask random questions buried in the details of the chapter. There is no skimming through it and grabbing the answer. Plus, it was time, so you can't read the whole chapter. I answered the questions to the best of my ability, now I have to write a four page paper by tomorrow evening at 11:59pm. Procrastination sucks!! I've been a procrastinator as long as I can remember. This is one of the many habits I am trying to break, because it causes issues with my sleep and it kind of effects my grades. I am not sure where to start exactly, but it can not happen today, because I have a paper due this evening that I have not started on. yet. Hopefully, I can rattle off 4 good pages. I need to maintain my A average. I will start with my IT law class. We were giving 3 articles to read, so I will start on them tomorrow, depending on the paper.
Well, I am going to have to cut this short. I need to get to bed. I know things are missing, but I will be back for a second round. Good Night!!!
